It's after midnight

do you know where your kids are?

Trying to find a therapist is hard - there are so many to choose from! And i really dont want to bounce around between a bunch before i figure out who i really like. There are just a lot of questions to sort through. But, i do want to "get better" and feel like i am actually getting on with my life. I dont know if i've ever felt like i was actually living my life before.

Oh, bother! (Winnie the Pooh quote) I get all stupid sometimes, thinking about this stuff. I feel like i'm being pseudo-philosophical...

I know i dont want to be medicated for the rest of my life when maybe there is something i can do about it, i guess...